Done

You know how they say to just reach out when you want to die?  How are you supposed to do that when you literally feel like every single person that you could think of that would care if you were gone, doesn't have the time? Or that you feel like that person you want to call, wouldn't be at your funeral anyway?  That's me.  Me being gone really wouldn't effect anyone, except for not having my income coming in.  People wouldn't be struggling to communicate with me.  Unfortunately, I can't even communicate with myself, how do you expect me to communicate how I feel to you?  It's not like I have a family.  The ones that are labeled as my brothers or sisters by either blood or adoption, don't talk to me anyway.  And, if they tried, I cut them out.  I'm not happy, I don't want to live anymore, I keep on hurting everyone around me because I can't figure out what's going on with me.  It would take time, but it would be better for everyone if I was gone.